tak semua yang kau rancang berlaku..
mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku..
entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta..
mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja..
hanya kesakitan yang ku hadiahkan pada mu..

kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku..
dan bila saat ku kehilangan...
bebanku tak pernah kau cuba ringankan..

dan aku memang penakut..
setiap masalah cuba ku elakkan..
tidak ku selesaikan..

aku manusia lemah..
selalu terjatuh..
berbeda aku darimu..
kau berdiri teguh..

aku serba tiada..
aku kekurangan..
dan bila kau tiba..
aku hilang dari kewujudan...
kekuatan ku lesap..
kerana aku hanya bergantung pada mu...
aku lupa pada kekuatan diri ku sendiri..


when i'm nervous..
i have this feeling that i talk to much..
i need to talk it out..
to someone who listen..
and at that time..
that someone wasn't meant to be you..
but i never meant to hurt you..
just trying to find inner peace that could help me get a grip of myself..
i guess you never understand that..
you twisted your mind and tell yourself it was another way round..
what more can i do?
how should i tell you..?
you never listen and you hurt yourself by doing so..

i'm sorry...
have a nice day..

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