Alia's

i'm here and i love it!!! thanks to mak and ayah for this lovely trip! and to nadine and ainul, thanks for the great time! will update and upload lots of photos,,,, when i'm back in malaysia :D mount seoruk,,, :D

hey, it was a though week. very very though. i can't seem to find my shine and joy these few days. everything seems bad and hurtful. well, clearly it started with my SPM results. it was a big bang in my life. maybe being a perfect daughter doesn't suits me. i'm sorry, i just simply can't continue shining in my SPM. yes i was excellence in UPSR and PMR. but that was it. it was a different time. i admit, i'm not the study type during my senior years. i was playful and keep on finding troubles to keep me happy. and with facebook and korea's madness i was crazy with the net. i spent my weekend online and stuck in front of my lappy. huh, boo me. again, sorry..

hey, hehe.. like my new look? u better do! hehe. i'm kinda tired of the old one, so i made up my mind to change it :) still, i'm choosing the same picture. the coca-cola.. hehe. well, i hate browsing through my folders searching for a picture to put. i guess it's the most suitable. coca cola company,, you better pay me, i'm advertising your product here! :D and again, a boring night to spent, waiting for my favourite show how i met you're mother on StarWorld and having subway for dinner! let's eat! yumm yumm.. well, the show's on! daa :D

hey,, remember my latest two posts, it's all about my damn freaking result. and suprise! here's another one! i'll never get tired of this! this is kinda silly and stupid, i created a group called Mak Kami Marah Result SPM Kami Rendah :'( it's on facebook! hahaha. and, yes. the other 3 members in this group are my closed friend which get scold my our parents. haha. and yes, we're crazy about this. it's kinda hurt to get scold for this you know, the feeling is depressed and fill with sorrow. it's like no one care for you anymore. i know it's bad. SPM is like the most important exam ever! it will decide our placement in the universities. and with 3Cs,, screw it! it's just a crazy and random idea. which i love! hahaha

EEEEAAAAAAAA,,, screw this!! please, do accept that i'm not that smart and i don't qualified to pursue in medic or dentistry or wtv,, do remind yourself that i'm simply dumb and not that bright like your friends kids. i truly am sorry!

my SPM result is out and it was bad! yeay,, i mean it, bad! 2A+,,3A,,1B anddddddd 3C+!! what's worse than that?? 3Cs???? huhuhu.. well, what done is done.. and thanks to my family, i manage to get through.. sort of actually, i still feel bad and guilty, to my parents, grandparents, siblings and the whole family. of course they have high expectation on me. very very high.. sorry guys,, i did my best!

what is the reasons people go on blogging? exposing themselves? give their piece of mind? or just for fun? i read and 'blogwalking'~if that's what people called it,, on many blogs. most of them really excite me. although it's just the story of their life, but it looks fun and joyful. what a great life! some of them even spend time on advising people. creating awareness and give a motivational support. and some, take their chances to criticize the politics and corrupt goverment. i'm to young to talk about that, and blogging is a safer way to condemn. :) mm,, oh well, will i ever come to that stage? well, based on my followers, i don't think that i have to. i enjoy writing or typing everything that popped into my mind. silly me, some of them are pretty ridiculous. thank god not many people follow my blog! :D when i think back about this, the reasons i started to blogging is because i want to remind myself on what i have and what i've b...

clothes : - Mark&Spencer - Adidas - Ms Read shoes : - Adidas - Liz Clairborne - Crocs bags : -Adidas - Kiplings - Sembonia - Nike - Swiss Polo why on earth do i post this crap i don't know... out of brilliant ideas i guess.. hehe.. terribly sorry :D

23rd of March 2011. hish. go away! don't come any near! urgh,,, i can't help out to think about it over and over again. this is bad. i don't know. this 23rd will show everyone what i've been doing in my two years of study. suck! i know i played too much. i wasn't serious on my study and i often skip classes because i hate it. hehe, not a good girl after all :) well, just hoping it will turn out well. and if it isn't 1001 apologizes mak and ayah.. ;)

bermula pagiku dengan solat subuh pada jam 6.30. agak lewat bukan? hehe. itulah aku. cuaca agak baik dengan hujan menyirami bumi lalu aku kembali ke katil usangku yang empuk. aku membaringkan diri dan menarik selimut tebal membaluti tubuh. mm, nikmatnya tidur. aku tersedar sejurus henset murahku berbunyi tanda mesej masuk. ooh, rakan sekolah rendahku. aduh! aku terlambat. dengan kadar segera aku menuju ke bilik air. waa,, sejuk! bersiap dengan baju kurung merah aku segera turun bersarapan roti bakar, lazat! tup tup, sahabatku, CHEAH sampai di depan rumah. dan vroom kami menuju ke sekolah (macam jauh!) dengan malu malu kami mintak maaf pada MIROL yang sudah tiba lebih awal. sorry ea bro! then mula laa operasi bersalam-salaman dengan guru-guru lama. opps, ketibaan rakan-rakan yang lewat iaitu NABILAH, HANI dan AINUN. nampaknya tak ramai jugak yang datang. takpela, kira halal! siapa suruh tak datang, rugi kot! :D amazingly, sekolah da jadi cantik sangat. ada pavement....

YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION (Paramore) :) CINTA SEMPURNA (Yuna) yang ku miliki kini merupakan PENYEMBUH RINDU (Mawi feat Diana Daniella) buatku. it made me LOVE LOVE LOVE (F.T Island) him and made me LIKE A FOOL (2am) . i just feel like dancing and any CLUB CAN'T HANDLE ME (Florida) . sometimes, i even feel like catching GRENADE (Bruno Mars) to prove how much i love him and tell him that he is FUCKIN PERFECT (Pink) ! you are MINE (Taylor Swift) boy! i would also MARRY YOU (Bruno Mars) and i don't care if it's JUST A DREAM (Nelly) . it does seem IMPOSSIBLE (Shontell) but with you, i feel like i'm the ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD (Rihanna) . you gave me THE TIME OF MY LIFE (GLEE Cast) and i'll be your SUPER GIRL (Super Junior) forever! :)

i found this when i googled images. catchy isn't it? and kinda funny. but one thing that popped in my mind is the stage as a child. why doesn't it included. to me, being a child is the best way in enjoying life. they play whenever they want and they have the whole time! as for money, a child can easily asked from their parents.. well, not all parents can afford to give what their child as for but still, as a parents, one would do anything to make his or her offspring happy. the other stages seem complicated. with the burdens that we carry and all the responsibility. we often forgot what we have. we became greedy and snobby towards our creator. be happy and thankful for what you have. remember, ALLAH planned everything perfectly for you. the bumps in life is a test and a reminder for us towards HIM. the stages of life is created to remind ourself the wrong doings and our sins that need to ask for forgiveness. TAUBAT! ALLAH MAHA PENGAMPUN. BERSYUKURLAH DE...

mmm.. satu kisah yang masih belum aku ceritakan bukan? urgh! worse ever! i failed my driving test on 14.3.11. it was bad. actully, only the first part. when climbing up the hill, i was over confident as i manage to stay on the yellow line perfectly! i guess i didn't get gear right and the car move backwards! it was an old kancil ok! very very old! haha. thank god i passed the second part. the part on the road. and now, i have to repeat my test. and the earliest i can repeat is on 18.4.11. haih, i have to wait for a month to get my license now. sorry dear brothers, sister, cousin, mak, ayah and mostly,, wan..:D

16 mac 2011 bertempat di rumahku, syurgaku, kampung WAKAF TOK KEH. mereka yang terlibat : aku- nurul alia lyana afifi nur shahiera opps tertinggal plak..and nadine saedah sebagai camera woman dipaksa. theme : posing dalam hujan bersama payung baru beli di Guardian. nie style baru panjat buai dirumah aku. dan ye buai ini terbukti kukuh kerana masih utuh setelah aku yang berdiri di atasnya. juga utuh semasa wirawati sabah kita bergayut seperti kera :P nie mek shera,,,, terima kasih kerana sudi jejak rumah aku.. and layan semekk lyana and aku berposing sakan.. hehe nie die... lyana afifi. baru kembali dari sabah! best ke plkn? ehehe.. punya syiok balik kubang ikan semangat berposing tuh! ni depan rumah dia. hijau kan? go green! hehe.. it was awesome! lepak kat TTC and cuci mata >abg belon yang hensem! balik rumah, memanfaatkan SLR aku yang baru dapat!! hehe well, thanks a bunch guys! lama giler da tak have fun camtu ngan kawan! hehe

the kenduri in terengganu. super duper fun and hillarious! kenduri ni agak unik! why? because we have balloons! hahaha. fun fun fun! and there was a family gathering! kot la. ada pak cik memang kenal habis descendant aki dulu dulu. not only that! descendant mak pon dia kenal! wow isn't it? hehe.. here is ayah joe and cik nana! sweet aren't they? :D moga kekal ke anak cucu!! hehehe..

the cutest boy ever! nie hari kenduri ayah joe di terengganu,, kenduri yang sangat havoc sampai ada kanak kanak main bola! hehe. hebatkan gaya aniq? cun gila! tak sangka ada style angkat kaki tuu.hehe memang cute! i really really love this shot! :D grow big and strong aniq! muah muah muah!!

i dedicated this to song to me :D Setiap nafas yang dihembus Setiap degupan jantung Aku selalu memikirkanmu Dalam sedar dibuai angan Dalam tidur dan khayalan Aku selalu memikirkanmu Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang Barulah terasa ku bernyawa Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu Kerana kau beri erti hidup Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan Ku bersyukur adanya kamu Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia Asal masih adanya kamu

crazy me,, here are few items that i owned and collect. of course, they are valuables! :D 1.bags! i enjoy buying and using em. this is half of what i used to have. gotta get rid the other half as my ayah was totally mad for having too much bags. hehe. 2. watches hehe. aku seorang yang tepati masa ok. hehe. only 4 yang still jalan. and yang aku selalu guna is SWATCH yang besi tuuu.. :D 3. medals! i'm a champion okayy :D mostly, these medals came from softball. and few of them from taekwondo and olahraga sekolah! cool eaa..? hehe 4. perfume.. hey, i love to smell nice :D hehe. nie je la yang ada. benda benda lain tak mampu la kot aku nak kumpul. hehe.

from left,, amanda> cousin from uncle num 4 me!> act gorgeous atin> deary sister iman> cousin from uncle num 3

fluffy! cute! adorable! love it! huh, i've been logging for one since forever! (not quite:P) the last time i get a teddy bear as a bday present was long long ago. i've been thinking about buying it myself.. but mak wouldn't let me. so sad. i really do want one..:'( see how cute it is....:D hahahaha.. what a ridiculous post. i'm to old for this stuff. but it is soooo cute that i want to add em on my bed! hehe. I WANT A TEDDY BEAR!!

buat masa nie, aku dah rasa bahang hidup di alam dewasa. betapa perit, seksa and pilunya hati aku hanya ALLAH je yang tao. semua, aku masih remaja yang inginkan kebebasan. umur aku baru je menginjak 18. kenapa aku dibebankan dengan macam macam hal nie? judging a book by its cover ea? i may be big physically,but mentally and emotionally, i'm small. i'm weak. and i'm a typical spoilt girl who can't accept critics, complaints and people mad at her. i'm just a girl who easily cry. whenever in grieve. thinking of something sad or even watch an animal die in front of me. i really can't control my tears. the more i try to stop it, the more it came down running through my cheeks. i'm sad, pathetic and lonely. i'm only 18. i don't want to change my world yet. and no, i don't want to learn new things. for a second, do take me as a kid. and let me be me.

ALHAMDULILLAH. syukur ke hadrat ilahi, aku dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang cukup sempurna. syukur ke hadrat ilahi, aku dilahirkan dalam keadaan yang tiada cacat cela. syukur ke hadrat ilahi, aku dilahirkan dalam beragama islam. syukur ke hadrat ilahi, aku masih bernafas untuk meneruskan perjuangan ku ini. alhamdulillah. @aku tinggal di negara yang cukup tenang walaupun terdapat pergolakkan politik, namun, hidup yang damai masih boleh dikecapi. @aku tinggal di kawasan yang selamat dan dikelilingi ahli keluarga tersayang. sebuah persekitaran yang sihat untuk menjana peribadi. @aku dibesarkan dalam sebuah keluarga yang cukup aku sayangi dan disertai didikan yang seimbang dunia dan akhirat. wahai manusia, berfikirlah sejenak. terlalu banyak pekara untuk kita syukuri sepanjang hidup ini. oleh itu,, kenapa perlu kita bergundah gulana? kenapa perlu bersedih dan kecewa? kenapa harus menyalahkan takdir dan ketentuan yang ditetapkan? cukuplah menyalahkan takdir dan mengat...

Richard Branson's tittle. a line which i fine pretty catchy yet carry a big meaning behind it :) sebenarnya kan, aku tak baca pon buku nie. but the tittle is my favourite. hidup aku lepas SPM nie kan macam gitu je. until ayah decide nak aku kerja. satu hari tuu aku diarahkan la melaporkan diri di APC. dengan harapan dapat kerja sebagai office girl je aku pon pergi lah dengan semangatnya. sampai sampai ayah aku pon nak start la discuss serious serious. nervous aku time tuu. ingat apa lah haa. hehe. dia suruhnya aku pergi daftar company kat SSM. WOW! aku pikir. biar betol ayah aku nie. memang tak sangka la aku kene keje macam ni. so sekarang, dah officially la aku menjadi seorang remaja yang menyibukkan diri beliau! nama company aku plak cun! idea ayah aku, of course. CYCLING REVOLUTION ENTERPRISE. ~tapi ada je aku fb n blogging time keje..:D asal asal macam fun je la aku rasa. aku tak nak ah amik mende nie seriously. konon nak main main. selamba badak aku je. mana laa aku tao...