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Wow.. Cepatkan masa berlalu..? Rasa macam baru semalam ( tipu lah sangat ) daftar kat kopu as form 5 student.. Lepas accident kat depan mrsm kt tu kan.. Haihh.. Rasa macam baru semalam aku buat kad2 farewell malam exam bio.. So memang salah kau lah dapat bio c+ tu yer.. Hehehe.. Oh memori.. Terlampau banyak nak ku kEnang .. Humm.. Asyik kenang barang lama je sekarang.. Frankly, sangat merindui kehidupan dulu.. Di mana, rakan rakan aku semua ada disiplin masing masing. Masih reti nak jaga hati orang. Ada budi bahasa mereka yang tersendiri.. Sampaikan takde pon aku nak kata diorang kurang ajar.. Aku rasa dah tiba masa untuk aku jadi lebih matang.. Tapi mcam mana tu..? Sekadar membatu diri mendengar? Atau melawan.. Sincerely, aku lebih suka keamanan.. Redha je la alia.. Mungkin Hari ni bukan hari kau kan. Dah diorang lantik kau jadi ajk kebersihan tapi mmg harap kau je la membersih ye..? Hey sahabat..! Aku langsung tak hidup Di studio tu.. Takd pon homework atau aku berovert...

wow.. so lame.. it's been like 3 weeks ago! sorry for the late update guys.. :D here goes.. last early november i went to INDIA.. Delhi -Kashmir -Agra.. it was an awesome trip! of course there's only Indian food available and we were getting tired of it after few days of non-stop consumption.. duhh.. plus the places that we visited was amazing! Mughal Gardens , Pahalgam , Gulmarg in Kashmir. Taj Mahal, Agra Fort in Agra. India Gate , Lotus Temple in Delhi. it was beautiful. I personally love the Taj Mahal. sincerely, Shah Jehan shows how strong his love towards his Mumtaz. well, if i were the other two wives.. i would be damn jealous of her! LOL! the best part about this trip was my first experience in doing two things.. playing with snow and horseback riding.. wow! i'm in love.. it was fun.. here's Nadine.. Mak Long's enjoying the snow. A romantic couple on a honeymoon. of course with their 4 kids and mak long :) amir acting c...

hey hey.. Assalamualaikum :) sambungan ke pada hidup sekarang.. yea.. seorang gadis kampung dari KAMPUNG WAKAF TOK KEH kini telah berhijrah ke bandar SHAH ALAM .. WUOHUOHU.. SHAH ALAM tuh!! apa lah sangat shah alam pon.. haha,.. okay well, people.. disini lain wey pada kampung ku.. oh rindu pada kokokan ayam.. oh rindu pada ikan ikan ku.. oh rindu pada udara segar.. oh rindu pada kehijauan dibelakang balkoniku.. oh rindu pada kanak kanak ribena di depan rumah.. oh rindu pada pantai chendering.. oh rindu pada katak pisang di bilik air.. huahuahauhua... mana mao cari ini ini semua di bandar ini..? urghh.. yang aku dapat hanyalah.. jem! jerebu! perparitan yang tersumbat! uuuuuu.... sadis kan wahai sahabat sekalian...?? apa apa pon.. aku bersyukur dengan apa yang telah engkau tetapkan ya ALLAH.. alhamdulillah.. begini rakan rakan.. walau apa ketentuanNYA.. kita terima dengan seadanya.. ada hikmah disebalik kejadian. jangan sesekali give up .. jangan sese...

SRI PERMATA CONDO.. i live here now. no more MAWAR for me.. well, basically there's still my pillows and bed sheet there decorating my empty space. at home.. i'm more to me. i have my own space. my own closet that fit my clothes . :D there's tv and wifi . and there's fridge. i'm happier and i enjoy adapting myself to be on my own.. ya right.. there's my aunt and my wan frequently visit this house.. :D i'm  18 and i'm like a boss ! muahmuahmuahmuahhh... bye for now.. :)

apa khabar blog ku..? amacam hidup sunyi tanpa update dan blog serta catatan catatan baru? bahagiakah anda tanpa perlu serabut mendengar luahan ku? oh cukup.. kebahagian mu berakhir. aku perlu kembali rajin menaip di sini. hanya disini aku ketemu ketengan, hanya disini ada yang memahami.. hanya disini aku punyai hak.. HIDUP KU KINI, tidak lagi seperti dulu. kepada yang mengenali, aku hilang tawa ikhlasku, aku hilang bahagiaku. KAWAN KAWAN kini, tidak seperti dulu. aku tidak ketemu sahabat sejati . aku rindu rakan rakan ku, ketawa riang.. suka duka.. ohh sahabat.. kamu semua sukar dicari. 5B, TEAM SOFTBALL, BWPs, LDP, FORM 5 2010.. ---- you guys are just awesome.. umm.. rasanya tidak perlu lagi aku membebel hal ini. segalanya tak mugkin kembali,. segalanya berubah.. hidup perlu diteruskan. hidup seorang gadis kampung dari KG KUBANG IKAN ke bumi SHAH ALAM .. ... bakal bersambung ....

weyh weyh weyh weyh .. oh my god.. spiderwebs everywhere. uhuk uhuk uhuk.. haa.. that's better.. yeah, sorry peps.. i know my blog here is getting rusty, and dusty and ..? wtv! it's 3 am.. and i'm still awake.. it's not the same like old times .. i didn't sleep because it would cost me my time.. my shopping bag is nearly 99% percent complete and i need to quickly pack up my things. yes, i'm going back to Terengganu tonight. oh how i miss Terengganu. which i know you miss me too :D the beach McD (the only decent place to hangout) and mostly, my home.  :'( and i really really miss blogging. i can't do this often anymore. there's 2 AWESOME movies that i watched and i don't have time to review it to you. there's SO MANY GREAT ASSIGNMENTS need to shout about. there's few guys and girls need to introduced. see... lots of there and there.. oh well, figure it out yourself! :D bye peps.. later maybe.. need to check ...

mao mati!! WAHHH.. that bad! seriously everyone.. hahaha... kinda funny too.. oh btw, i'm at McD now.. yes.. right at this moment.. just finished my angklung practice *will totally be  back for this.. :) and both of my kind and sporting seniors from part 3 are planning this outing.. they're Deena and Dzul.. oh gosh.. i'm damn sleepy.. i guess this for now.. later peps.. MUAH MUAH MUAH!!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.. how's everybody? doing great? firstly, 1001 appologies.. i'm short of free time and there's no internet connection that's suit enough for me to update this blog..  yes it's a bit rusty and i guess there's tons of dust bunny here and there.. uhuk! uhuk! uhuk! <-- i'm not well. been coughing since last week and my voice are damn husky!   nevermind..  well.. Hello October!!   and yeah.. bye bye Syawal .. it's so sad that i couldn't complete..oppss. not even start my Puasa 6.  i've been doing it for 5 years straight and it just doesn't seem right to skip this year's.. huhu. guys.. there's a thing that i wish to share..  ummmmmmm.. i've been busy this few weeks.. starting from my life as an architecture student. i got no time to sleep or rest.. and i got fever, runny nose and a hurt throat.. everyday, we have a program with seniors called induction. this 'induction' went on for 2 weeks ->eve...

hey hey hey.. yes! i'm officially an uitm student everyone..:D i actually did scribble few lines to post in here.. but sadly i forgot to bring my note book back. so just a simple request.. do pray for me.. a little lost and scared to start this so called uni-life.. guess what..? i'm back at home(not terengganu of course) and going back to shah alam tonight! i'm washing my clothes.. and hanging around with atin and amir.. too bad you're not here alan.. kakak rindu alan kot! huhu.. oh well.. a message to mr dryer.. please dry my clothes quick.. there's still 2 groups you need to spin :D have a great and fantastic day.. Assalamualaikum:)

wah wah wah.. macam menarik tertarik kau memang DA BOMB la tajuk ni.. yes guys.. believe it or not.. our estima was surrounded with ants.. lots and lots of ants.. we smashed! kill and spray ridsect on them but they're still there..!! aii yaii yaii.. eww.. scary and gross! sorry ants.. its just to many of you... and a car is not a place to make a home.. okay! totally forgot to introduce them.... these ants are from KEDAH people.. it was a wrong decission to park under the asam jawa tree.. and we only park they for one night.. amazingly they moved the whole clan into car.. *it was my brother's assumption.. we not yet found the queen :D oh and yeah! SELAMAT HARI RAYA everyone... hope it's not too late.. being busy last few days..:) one more thing, do pray for me.. i'm officially a UITM student tomorrow.. no.. no yeah me... i'm not glad! we'll see.. hope it will turn out good:) insyaALLAH.. if i'm not that busy i'll keep...

hey peeps.. howdy..? opps.. ASSALAMUALAIKUM.. excuse my rudeness.. lack of social skills these days.. blame my 9 months of staying home.. thank god there's facebook and twitter.. it's good to see the other side of someone sometimes.. :)             *        *      * okay.. check out my title up there people.. i am awesome.. last night i baked raya cookies..! managed to finish 2 types of kuih and one cake-brownie like.. well of course with helps from dearest mak, mak long and shockingly my annoying cousin, abg leh! lets give him a round of applause for leaving the kitchen early.. help much..? hehe.. ^oh.. ignore alan over there.. he's there to eat and ask mak to make him bolognaise.. ^ it went well.. my rocky road turn out pretty when mak sprinkle some icing sugar on it's top..:) yummy yum! a bit dried and short of almond.. but hell delicious! it's okay for my first try.. but i still need to a...

hey guys..? what up..? doing fine..? enjoying Ramadhan much..? it's almost the end you know.. better get yourself up and collect all the pahala people..! (: do your terawikh and have a good time during your iftar.. it's been a while isn't it..? sorry peps got no idea and i'm totally unproductive!  waking up at noon and watching tv all day waiting for break-fasting.. i know.. it's bad.. and check out the  sentence..  ME GIVING YOU LECTURES ABOUT RUNNING FOR PAHALA..   hehe.. well.. moving on..   how's life..?  let's talk about mine.  i'm doing great.. counting days for my registration and enjoying my ipad2 ! WALLAAAAAH! that's today's topic..!                                   this beauty cause me RM1500 and provide me with tons of fun!  not really.. it's just an expression so that all of you out there who's thinking of buying it made up your dec...

Doe a deer, A female deer, Rain a drop of golden sun, Me, a name I call myself, Far a long long way to run, So a needle pulling thread, LA a not to follow SO, Tea to drink with jam and bread, and that will bring us back to doe oh oh oh.. ... MY FAVOURITE SONG! i remember singing this when i was 6.. my auntie Cik Pit taught me and write me the lyrics..  i really enjoy the rhythm and melody..  i started to share with some of my friends.. singing this in my class.. i guess my delightful voice catch my teachers attention.. *wink wink* she asked me to print the lyrics so that we can sing it together with the whole class.. my oh my.. i was on top of the world.. well, who doesn't.. it does make me a trend setter.. it was cool..  * a nice opening..? hehe. . Tadika Yayasan Islam Permint Jaya :D i remembered being the best student for two years straight! wow! i'm just great... or.. there's no other choices.. hehehe.. well, i since i was a kid.. i'm big... bi...

headache.. nauseous.. and it's 16:13.. 3 hours more to go... huhu.. oh well, that's not my point.. hey guys.. how are you doing..? having fun fasting and doing good deeds?:) well.. we all should.. Ramadhan is a month full of blessing and we should not waste our opportunity :)  a simple message to remind me and all of you on ramadhan.. ........................................................................................................................................................... is this the end..? it's almost a year now.. fights never lasted this long  and we're never this stubborn.. what's going on..? is this problem can no longer be fix..? is it meant to be like this..? can't we just get over this and keep our happiness..? i can't help out to think and care about this but i keep on acting like i couldn't be bother.. i'm sorry.. i really don't know how to act nice and decent.. i am being me and please understand.. i tried my be...

alhamdulillah.... thanks to Allah... i've been given a chance to carry out my responsibility in this holy month.. and again.. alhamdulillah.. i manage to perform my first tarawikh for this year yesterday.. it's 4.34 pm and there's about 3 hours more to breakfasting.. looking forward to it as most of my families in town and we have a bus of UTM students joining us.. :) my beloved wan had cooked nasi beriyani and many dishes more specially for us.. can't wait!! 7.25 pm.. come fast..   this year... is the best year.. i can celebrate ramadhan with my family for a month.. it's something that i've been missing for five years straight during my high school years.. it's damn great! but... it's bad for my diet plan.. my diet is totally ruin! LOL! happy fasting everyone.. have a splendid iftar.. :)

am i? or, did i..? or,,,, should i..? yes it's my decision but i can't seem to accept it myself.. now i felt like a fool.. keep on thinking bout it.. but i can't figure out my solution.. oh come on.. it's not like you don't know me.. act please.. again and again.. if you're being persuasive, i have no choice but to agree with you.. but now.. you're acting less care and you let me decide.. how cruel and dumb is that..? i'm bad at making choices and i never get anything right.. please.. fix this.. let's get to the way before! this s@#t making depressed!

yes! i am at the office..  lalalalalala.. totally not in the mood or feeling like doing cad and sketch up.. duh... they're bored.. huhu.. sorry ayah :D guys.. i lost my smile these days..  my sun didn't shine and i feel like living in the dark.. it's the same feeling when your house suddenly blackout while there's  thunder and rain pouring heavily outside..  and worse,,,, you're alone at the back! plus.. the squeaking sound came from your ceiling..!  the BUMMM the BAMMM when the wind hit your windows..  aih.. pretty scary huh..? and pathetic enough..  well.. that's what i felt these days..  it seems like i didn't get everything right.. it's all wrong.. and i'm going down the earth alone ..  no more girls and friends to call.. no more sport to help me ease my depression..  and i can't afford to eat a lot as my weight might kill me...  oh well.. that's what life is about.. you'll get hurt.. and that will be your best teacher :...

tak semua yang kau rancang berlaku.. mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku.. entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta.. mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja.. hanya kesakitan yang ku hadiahkan pada mu.. kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku.. dan bila saat ku kehilangan... bebanku tak pernah kau cuba ringankan.. dan aku memang penakut.. setiap masalah cuba ku elakkan.. tidak ku selesaikan.. aku manusia lemah.. selalu terjatuh.. berbeda aku darimu.. kau berdiri teguh.. aku serba tiada.. aku kekurangan.. dan bila kau tiba.. aku hilang dari kewujudan... kekuatan ku lesap.. kerana aku hanya bergantung pada mu... aku lupa pada kekuatan diri ku sendiri.. when i'm nervous.. i have this feeling that i talk to much.. i need to talk it out.. to someone who listen.. and at that time.. that someone wasn't meant to be you.. but i never meant to hurt you.. just trying to find inner peace that could help me get a grip of myself.. i guess you never understand that.. you ...

SHOES.. they came in different sizes.. different designs.. different durability.. various colours.. different in every aspect.. so does people and personality .. we are unique.. we are special.. and yes.. we are DIFFERENT.. differ from others.. and it's not something bad.. in fact.. that's your speciality.. who cares about others. you have you.. in your deepest sorrow.. no one can understand you.. no one can comfort you..... don't give up.. you always have you.. that 'you' is your heart and mind.. those two might argue a lot.. but, when you need them.. both of them will help.. they co-operate and give you the best solution ever! trust them.. Allah created mind and heart as the two strongest thing ever.. control your mind and your heart will follow.. be strong.. no worries.. there's always rainbow after hurricane :')

yuhuu..! adesh! it's been a while isn't it..? huh! been busy.. well i am.. busy driving around! hehe.. i went to Besut last few days.. with my dearest friends.. DBEK, IRAH and YUNI! we plan to stay overnight at Cg Kz's house.. yes.. we have a great time!:) first thing first... we went to our college .. nothing much.. met few of the teachers.. chatting.. lunch together... afterwards.. we headed to the beach.. of course there's photo shooting! OMG! the beach was beautiful! serene.. calm.. awesome! oh yeah credited to a friend :p .............................................................................. at night.. we went out to buy durians! yeah! thankfully, the stall has mangoesten! yeah! and cikgu was generous enough to buy 3 kilos.. hehehe.. i finished all of them.. i've gone crazy for em that night! and sadly.. we didn't finished the durians.. and cikgu kinda pissed off.. hehe.. 1001 apologies!!! and MILLION THANKS ...

hehe.. been saving this post for 3 days! okay people it was awesome.. i repeat.. AWESOME! the ending.. the final! ouh how great it was.. to those who haven't watch it... go.. now.. move your butt to the cinema!!! :D as a fan.. that was a perfect closure.. that's the end of it guys.. the end of Harry Potter.. well.. it was great.. from the Sorcerer's Stone - the Chamber of Secrets - the Prisoner of Azkaban - the Goblet of Fire - the Order of Phoneix - the Half Blood Prince to Deathly Hallows..! now.. the series has meet it ends.. ouh.. no more waiting for any awesome sequel now.. or ... there might be one for Iron Man or Sorcerer Apprentice or Transformer or... haha.. i have lots of favourite movies! :D and Draco Malfoy (Tom Felton) was so handsome! don't bother if Emma Watson has a crush on him cause i do too!! p/s : i didn't have my full concentration on that movie thanks to Alan and a lady next to me who doesn't know what QUITE mean in th...

Assalamualaikum... salam nisfu syaaban everyone..:) Alhamdulillah... thanks to ALLAH i had been given another chance to celebrate syaaban.. :) tonight.. is a night full of blessing after lailatul qadar.. even Rasulullah himself did not sleep and stay awake to perform his prayers.. so.. why should us..? hehe.... well... i know i am spending my time blogging.. but.. that's the least i can do.. spread about tonight.. :) take your time doing your ibadah everyone.. :)

senyum.. tak perlu kata apa apa ~ a song by umm.. dunno.. haha.. I'm tired of smiling and listening to crap things.. AND.. I'm tired of keeping my thoughts to my own.. I'm not the frank type who say it out loud.. As far as i'm concern, i still watched my mouth before i led out any words out.. once i read.. If saying something will make one's day better.. say it.. if that something can put one's day in grief. keep it to yourself.. ~sort of something like this :D i hold on to those words.. well, sometimes.. eventually my mouth can be quite evil under certain circumstances... i send you my regrets and appologies if that happen :D these days.. my family members are facing troubles.. fine, everybody has their own problems and it's good if they tried to resolved it.. but i HATE IT! i tell you again.. I HATED IT when they keep on talking about it. look.. when you were talking about something.. part of you might exaggerate a bit.. from telling a...

John F. Kennedy once said ~ a nation that is afraid to let its people judge the truth and falsehood in an open market is a nation that is afraid of its people. * * * Well that explain everything..; No Peace Demonstration..?? No Blogging on sensitive issues..?? No television channel for the opposition side..?? As an 18 years old.. i'm bored with news that only shows one side. and worse of all.. buka aib orang.. ea hello.. nak jaga periuk nasi sampai buruk kan orang..? adoi.. kesian lah kat orang tu..dah banyak mana dia susah.. tuu pulak bukan dia saja yang kena.. keluarga dia pon kena tempiasnya.. apa perasaan kita kalau kita yang diaibkan macam tu? mungkin takde perasaan lah tu.. fikirkan diri sendiri je.. dah bosanlah macam ni.. semua aktiviti orang nampak jahat.. semua yang dia buat nampak baik. baik sangat ke..? nak main badminton pon nak dia je menang. baik tak yah lawan kan..? ambil je lah trofi dan hadiah tu awal awal lagi.. engr...

translate that in malay people.. :D to those who join the rally i salute you! jail is nothing.. Anwar spend half of his life in there.. and when he's out.. he's unstoppable! get my point? :D look.. what did you guys did is a total awesome.. all you want is a clean election.. and the way 'they' treat you pretty much shows that they don't want it.. so.. think people.... what do you actually want from your government..? isn't these just a simple request from us..? your citizen.. isn't that what you supposed to do? care for us more than you care for your wealth? where can wealth bring you in the after life? play fair.. that's the aim of BERSIH.. who are you fooling? even teenagers these days have gone against you.. please... on behalf of Malaysian.. SHOW US SOME JUSTICE.. we're tired of you faking everything..

Bismillahirahmanirrahim... "Allahumabariklana....." a prayer said before we eat.. give thanks to ALLAH for the food... "Subhanallazi sakharalana..." a prayer said when we got on a transportation.. give thanks to ALLAH for the blessing of transport.. in daily life.. Islam teach us to say our pray and hope for blessing from our lord ALLAH.. and most importantly.. it's a way of showing your gratitude to ALLAH and a sign that you remember HIM.. ALLAH knows everything about us inside out.. no use of hiding and no use of cheating.. our life... starting from scratch have been recorded by two angles Raqib and Atit.. Raqib stays at our right side shoulder writing every goods we've done.. while Atit stays at our left side shoulder writing every bad we've done.. in the after life.. on the judgement day.. everything will be sort out and measured in front of ALLAH.. it will decide where we'll be.. in the heaven or hell.... hearing these st...

YUP.. I CHANGED IT.. for some heart-breaking reasons.. my life had been tumbling upside down because of this blog.. i hurt someone with what i said (wrote).. i opened up myself to someone i don't intend to. to my followers and readers.. i love you guys.. 21 people is a big number for me.. ~ i still envy syakir :P but i do miss his posts.. he stopped for now.. busy i guess..? new URL and new blog tittle..(it's on my TWITTER, secret lah sangat :P) maybe a perfect plan to hide for now, let's keep it down.. :) CHILL MAN! p/s : i would love to start posting some serious issues .. i hope i don't got caught for that :D

ish! gedik giler bunyi! hahahah.. but seriously, i do want more.. hehehe.. actually, i'm pretty jealous with this one guy.. ouh 'this one guy' sila laa perasan! :P hehehe.. just kidding around.. well, he deserved to be followed by lots of people because his entries and words are full of wisdoms and they're good! just want to congratulate you dear buddy... i, myself.. really like your blog.. and i do envy you.. ahaks! keep it up AHMAD SYAKIR~ :) ummm.. i really dunno what's wrong with me today.. maybe i'm just plain bored.. :P p/s : saya sangat menyampah dengan mamat ni sebenarnya.. ntah kenapa terasa nak memuji beliau hari ini.. yucks! :P

SUPER 8! LOL! thank god we watched this movie instead of KL GANGSTER.. umm, sorry.. i really don't keen on watching malay's action films.. it ain't good.. sexy ladies? disco? clubbing? urgh! just yucks! bad influence.. too bad.. huhu.. KL Gangster~ Amir wants to watch that in the first place.. pfft brother.. i really disagree.. just being nice and supportive ouh how hypocrite i am..?? hehe.. :D back on track.. this movie is super cool.. in my opinion of course... it has an alien.. flying objects.. government conspirations.. whatever it is, i did enjoyed it.. before that, we killed our time surfing with unifi, the fastest wireless ever! at TUTTI FRUTTI.. YUM YUM! we ate like 4 bowls and it was awesome. i guess the cashier did freak out when we keep on standing and grabbing bowls to filled.. hehe ......... after the movie, we grabbed some meals for dinner and tea time.. SUSHI AND SUBWAY! again,, yum yum.. oh wait, maybe i should put it this ...

what a total duch.. that's not even a good title.. hahaha.... today's entry is about KARAK.. the movie of course.. it's not like i experienced anything... well, let's hope not. moving on,,, the movie is kinda.. umm.. typical malay ghost story of course.. ugly ghosts(i'm sure the real looks better.. ahh.. no no.. never encounter one).. a bit romance and shamans! hahahaha.. i guess i'm totally out of ideas.. i should be writing about movies that i like and it was on top of the chart.. but instead.. i wrote bout this..! but hey,, be sure to watch it.. the ending is nice.. and ouh,, ayat hantu yang tersangat lah catchy.. 'kenapa lari..? kata beriman..' hehehe.. wanna know why? sila tonton.. di utube sudah.. ahaks.. ajar cara haram pulak aku ni.. pesanan penaja... jangan lah anda tinggal sembahyang.. kuatkan iman..:)

tajuk yang sama tapi lebih gembira! terkilan actually.. punya semangat aku desak Darimy carikan aku link tu alih alih lepas print baru, jumpa lah pulak yang lama.. adoii laa.. tak sangka surat ini senyap senyap sembunyi dalam Bieber.. haih.. (it was Galaxie with Bieber on the cover:D) alhamdulillah.. terdetik jugak hati aku nak belek situ tadi.. maaf atas kekasaran ayat dan kebodohan aku di entry yang lepas. terlebih emo.. hehe.. sorry mak! if u ever read this... hehe.. again! thanks Darimy! :D alhamdulillah :)

saya sangat sangat lah tertekan dikala ini! semangat hari ni aku nak cari and print balik surat tawaran. malangnya, the link vanished and gone already! hell nooo! mak da start da keluar ayat like, 'i told u so,,...' bla bla.. wtv. i'm pissed off! kenapa laa cam bangang sangat yang buat offer letter tu online? salah kah jika hantar ke rumah. my god.. we all aware of recycle didn't we? haih! first of all, my registration date is way to september. and it's not even july! yeah, i admit that i am fooling around and didn't care much about it. ye ke? hey! aku da simply print the letter, the forms and everything.. dekat 20 helai lebih tao! now! hilang! sape lah tak depress macam nie..? lagi lagi orang yang cemerkap macam aku ni. come on laa.. mende tu da hilang. bila timbul niat nak print balik da xde plak website tu. aku tak jumpa ke memang takde? hey! memang takde laa.. adoiii.. so? macam mana ni? tak boleh masuk u ke? aiii.. nak kata save pon tak...

not really, i'm not a lunatic. futhermore, if i do have problems or even if i'm on top of the world.. i should be talking to ALLAH :) in other word, i said my doa... but hey, this song is really beautiful. the way Bruno Mars sang it, the melody, and the lyrics are touching. i love it! Talking To The Moon Lyrics I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I'm crazy But they don't understand You're all I have You're all I have Chorus: At night when the stars light up my room I sit by myself Talking to the Moon Trying to get to You In hopes you're on the other side Talking to me too Or am I a fool who sits alone Talking to the moon I'm feeling like I'm famous The talk of the town They say I've gone mad Yeah I've gone mad But they don't know what I know Cause when the sun goes down someone's talking back Yeah They're talk...

try cycling! haha.. it took about 3 hours. and those kids do cycle for 35++ km/h (this is addressed to the riders coached under abg arif!) my god! damn powerful! and don't get mistaken here. i'm not the one who cycled. hehe i only drove the rescue car. still, i'm part of the event! hehe it was awesome! the best part is, even my ayah made it to mesra mall! i didn't expect that. he don't even cycle much. he got pushed a lot! hehe.. you are amazing EN NASHA! thanks brother! you helped my ayah a lot! hehe.. here, they arrived safe at mesra mall... congratulations guys!! you did GREAT!

a yeah, a wow or how should i express this? hehe.. im not such a big fan, but it's kind of great having big apple here. at least i wouldn't have to drive far away to mesra mall to eat delicious doughnuts. which wasn't worth it because it's expensive and the fuel for car is much more expensive. * * * i'm here.. at the big apple outlet. since it's my first time visiting this outlet so i thought of putting an entry for it. i planned to wait for alan here with my cousin amira.. he's at his tutor house and i have two hours to waste. we did catch some eyes because we're the only customer who bring our laptop and hanging around here. well, it's kind of awkward because the outlet is open. sure there's a sitting table but it's right in front of the travelator. pretty weird! hahaha.. umm... catch up later. i have an ono oreo, say cheese and passion vanilla to finish! hehe.. lol~~~~

hey there sun! ain't it beautiful? subhanallah.. well, i did copy this pic from google image. i don't really have a great view of sunrise from my house.. hehe.. it had 3 days of babysit and i nailed it! yeah.. i did! i prepared meals and drove him to school! well, alan skipped school yesterday and yeah, it's normal for him.. haha.. here's today breakfast! simple and easy.. my type! hehe the truth is, im bored! i have nothing planned in my mind and im out of idea on what to do. yesterday, i enjoyed ps3 with alan. today, i got nothing to do! not in the mood to go out as there's no one to accompany me! ummmmmmm... bored bored bored.. ----lalalalalala~~~~-----

mak and ayah had left for KL.. now, i'm fully in charged of my big little brother. see, little big.. hehe.. he's twelve now physically, he's like 16+ something. mentally, worse than a toddler! ummm, the best part is we hate each other (well, of course there's love somewhere:]). mak and ayah will be away for four days and it's all up to me to take care of him. from making breakfast to prepare dinner... prepare meals?? like whattt??! i'm the worse babysitter ever! i dunno how to cook and i simply a lazy person. well, i am. i barely wake up early in the morning. after subuh, i usually sleep again till it's noon.. can i really really take care of him? furthermore, alan is damned annoying and spoilt! huh! let's pray i can get grip of my self control! teeheee...:]