Alia's

Wind..  Carry my sorrow carry my worries Away as far as you can Changes.. Go.. Go..  I loath you. You're not a friend. Rain, Pour some good Pour some memories. It's the old days that we want to cherish..  Brother, Come back.  You're in there somewhere.  Somewhere deep. Somewhere far. Somewhere in a world beyond the scar.

it's the one song we tried to ignore every single time it's being played yet you don't have the guts to delete it. coward! i'm hurt. again. and again. and again. when will it stop? when will it end? i have no idea where my feelings will lead but one thing for sure, you..... never left. i prayed. i tried. i did what i have to do to get you out of my system but it seems like none of it works. my mind, heart, concious keep on wondering around you and only you. man it sucks. i don't want this anymore. i don't want any of this to happen yet it's still there. hurting me. torturing me. in a way that none would understand. i can't help myself but to let out little tears when thinking about you. good luck dude. good luck taking care of your daughter if she's going thru the same phase as i did. thanks to you.

the moment when nothing seems right and your heart is heavier than ever.. it sucks! everything seems dull, full with frustration and you just wanna urghhh stab someone or throw a brick at their pretty face. even shah alam is feeling the same way as i am. it's been raining since 2pm and the sky is dark. it's like all the happiness had been sucked out today. yeay, i might laugh and smile. but deep down when i'm sitting in my own partition the good mood gone. puff. leave me hanging with the misery of designing. i guess the evil is here. right in my cubicle. on my chair where i sit and writing this silly thing. silly. stupid. yeah. everything seems either retarded or just simply to gay to function. i need food. chocolate. sweet treats. good, scrumptious, delicious food. anything would do. the sad thing is when i unzip my purse all i can see is....nothing... where the hell is your money alia nasharuddin??! *sigh*. i got no money and i have no guts to ask ayah for some. he...

Hey hello hello. Oh what ever. It's not even an active blog for people to stop by. My my my, it's been a while since my last post. Lots have been going on.  Cik ayo's married and gonna move out the house soon. Nadine's going to Taylors. Iman's got her place in uitm shah alam for architecture. And me? Getting fatter day by day. Mehhh. Sure sure. I'll take my time to keep on posting. Been to singapore last few weeks. Studio trip. It was fun ! To those who read this. Thank you. Lol.

Hey ho hey ho! Wohooo. The ending of semester 3~ Well, almost... Still got another paper to sit for next monday... Hey, let's not talk bout that.. I'm having a small vacay! Wohoo. Me, Dbek, Dib and deary Peqah! Here in Bagan Lalang.. Thank god, alhamdulillah.. Dib got a place here in Sepang so we can spent the night. We had fun.. Playing by the beach in the evening. And now, movie night ~

Alhamdulillah. Dengan izin dan berkat dariNya aku masih bernyawa hingga hari ini menyambut hari lahir ke 20. Terima kasih ya Allah. Terima kasih Mak, Ayah. Oh ya, Happy Birthday ayah. Happy 50th birthday .. Tiada lagi angka 1 pada permulaan umurku, tiada lagi angka 4 pada permulaan umur ayah. Saban tahun semakin meningkat umur. Alhamdulillah dengan segala kurniaanNya , kami masih hidup dan bernyawa di bumi Nya. Syukur ke hadrat mu ilahi. Moga umur baru memberi sesuatu yang baru. :) Oh ya, thanks shera. Gigih edit gambar ya. Thank u thank u thank u for the wishes