Alia's

ACTIVITY ONE : topeng making! hehe.. this holiday, my sweet little Kg WTK is empty! wan, aki, cyah, ayah k, aniq, cik sara, ayah amir, cik sue, amira and her mischief siblings, ayah ma, cik june, imran and aidan... everyone! is in KL.. well, it's where i'm supposed to be. thanks to dear Nadzir Adlan for his acts that cause us to drive back to terengganu. huh! ehem,, back to the main point.. alan was bored this evening. he grabbed a box and asked me to help him make a mask. it was fun... we cut and draw and colour.. i made this, rabbit! hehe.. alan's.. he's an iron boy! in addition, i coloured this :D this is a fun activity! this is activity number 1.. be sure to wait for upcoming activities.. :D

awesome!!! :D it was hilarious and fun.and sad. and full with action! hehe.. well, we didn't get the center and best seat, in fact it was at the side, still.. the movie was great! and oooh how i love little Po. he is so cute and adorable. *sadly i couldn't find its image :( my personal favourite part of the movie was when Po found his inner peace. it was cool! like the first one, he suddenly good at something and win the fight. pfft.. typical film. good guys always win. well, i can't imagine if they didn't. i might burn the cinema myself. hehe. emm.. nothing much.. seriously, i got no idea on what to write and what to do! huh, this is sad. i miss school life, badly. oww opps.. this is suppose to be about kung fu panda. haha.. teehee..

I'm damned bored! Seriously there's nothing fun and groovy things to do anymore. Most of my friends had started their study already. As for me, i was left alone and my heart is filled with sorrow (do i sound desperate and over-reacting or what??!). I'm bored. There's no more photo shooting, hang around this lousy town, fb-ing like it's the end of the world... No nothing...! Oh how i miss u guys!! And hey, it's only been two days.. IMAGINE FOUR MONTHS! Aiiyaaa... Bored bored bored bored bored.... Hell Bored! What ever it is,,, study well dearest freinds! Although you guys found new and better friends, don't forget me..:'(

selalu kan manusia menyesal di kemudian hari. sememangnya kita dicipta sebegitu. untuk belajar membuat silap dan membaikinya semula. tapi, apakan daya. tidak semua manusia insaf dan berubah. ramai yang melarikan diri daripada masalah mereka dan masih mengulanginya di kemudian hari. kenapa? kerana mereka takut. takut akan malu, takut dibenci, takut disakiti. tidakkah mereka sedar melarikan diri bukan satu penyelesaian yang baik...? melarikan diri bermakna mengejar lebih banyak masalah. ingat lah.. maaf tidak memberikan makna jika hati yang disakiti itu ditusuk terlampau dalam. perasaan bukan satu bahan mainan. bukan satu medium untuk menggembirakan hati sendiri. lebih lebih lagi, hati yang disakiti ialah hati seorang rakan. persahabatan yang terjalin tidak lagi memberikan makna. pergilah mencari hidupmu. aku sudah ketemu hidupku... moga berjaya, moga bahagia.. oh, do remember.. what goes around, comes around... teeheee...

great! this will never stop! what kind of relationship am i in? do i have to be that worried? do i have to care that much? do we have to talk about the past so many many time..? seriously, get a topic. find new and hot stories. pasts are past. let it go. let bygone be bygone . yes it has to be remembered and reminded. but, chill! what done is done . we're already here. and the past did carried us here. so, just stop questioning like you don't like it. or,, do you? hope not! take care. you are one of the kind . just stay the same. i like you the way you are :)

i'm bored! damn bored! wouldn't it be nice if i can go backpacking. driving around malaysia. went to cameron highland. fraser hill. langkawi. hang about beaches. taking photos. sketching (i'm a future architect remember:P). cruising at villages. without any distraction like phone calls. texts and everything. just me and myself. wandering around, find peace and inspiration. what a dream!

okay, guys.. honestly. i don't get this. are we getting separated for real? come on! you guys are the best friends! do keep in touch! and please stop this sadness and depression. you guys are making me sad. promise me, do keep in touch with me. huh, most of you are furthering your study starting this weekend. as for me, i have 4 months of bonus staying at home. seriously, it will be a 4 months of lonely. you guys won't be around anymore. that sucks! lyana, sememangnya kamu la yang beta akan paling rindu. tanpa kamu, sudah tiada rakan yang akan menemani beta menghantar adik bongsu ke pusat tusyen. tiada lagi rakan yang akan berbuai dan bergosip dengan beta. tiada lagi rakan yang beta ingin sekodeng dari kamar beta. oh! jagalah diri di KOLEJ MARA KULIM yang agak buruk itu ya sahabat! adibah, opps.. skemanye.. dbek, tetamu kehormat beta. dapat dikonklusikan bahawa tuan hamba tiap tiap minggu datang rumah beta. selepas ini, tiada lagi kunjungan tuan hamba unt...

a term that was planted in my head since i was born. i never dream of becoming on actually. not when i'm still kids with drool all over me? (is it? haha. no, i am a nice and well dressed baby! :D) but today, yes. architecture is a fun industry. after i got the offer letter officially, ayah do asked me to study history of architecture and do a bit sketching during my free time this 4 months! as for sketching, i improved a bit (for real? am i bragging? haha). as for history, well, of course it's damned bored, but i found it fascinating. there are actually many type of architecture. and each one of it has it's own unique features. as i read more, i found out about ZAHA HADID ! here she is.. my founding (i really don't have the right word to choose! :D) excite me. she is one of the most famous architect in the world. and she is a she ! oh my, i can't imagine how she works to be on top. for a woman she is superb! here's one of her building. BMW ...

SATURDAY : a nice and small gathering at home. menu : nasi minyak flan vanilla air sirap SUNDAY : photo shoot at Pantai Pandak. photographer; shafiq and faiz models; me! lyana and dbek MONDAY : hanging out; bowling at astaka and pusing pusing Terengganu with lyana, dbek, shafiq, amalina, shera, faiz,mayam, hakim, hazim and che lom. TUESDAY : hantar Dbek kat stesen bas and hanging out with Hani. tengok.. busy molek 2 3 hari nie! ayah membebel dah sebab aku kerek sangat keluar nie, tuu la bagi lagi lesen. haha. nie mujo la xdop kete sendiri lagi.. hehe.. nakal nakal! aku sangat suka hari nie. uncle azmi and cik da bagi purse COACH! yahoo! hehe. uncle azmi beli special from San Francisco! lalalala.. hehe.. it's pink and yes i love it! thanks uncle azmi and cik da!!

hahahah.. today is a great and fascinating day! we had a photo shoot! haha.. this is the photographer! MOHD SHAFIQ and these are the models.... hehe.. IT WAS GREAT!! more nice pics at my fb :D

hati dan perasaan. dua pekara yang amat membebankan aku. tak baik dengan orang salah. terlebih baik dengan orang pon salah. silapkah aku dilahirkan sebagai manusia yang terlebih peramah? silapkah aku pabila menjadikan semua orang kawanku? silapkah aku pabila mencari dan membuat kawan baru? di sekolah, ye.. aku memang kecoh.. semua orang aku tegur, semua guru aku buat kawan. perangai ini terbawa bawa dari sekolah rendah ke sekolah menengah. aku tak sangka dalam hidupku ini, aku menyakiti hati seorang guru. benarkah silapku? atau beliau yang terlebih emotional? mintak maaf la wahai guruku, bukan niatku tidak menjemput mu ke majlis ku semalam. fahamilah bahawa anak murid mu sudah lain. segala pengorbanan dan jasamu tetap dalam ingatan ku.. ampunkan salahku wahai guruku.. bukan ini yang aku inginkan. maaf...... SELAMAT HARI GURU!

A.W.E.S.O.M.E! firstly, thanks to : lyana afifi, adibah rani, faiz muzaffar, fariz naaman, nur shahiera, siti maryam, nur raihah, shafiq kauzi, waqi, mirol, syakir, haziq, adham and his girlfriend :D, anis syahirah and her sister, syuhada hazwani, shima and ain humaimah.. for attending my event at my humble house :D (thanks a lot!) to those who weren't there. sorry! you miss all the good food! and of course! i present my highest gratitude to MAK LONG ANI who did all the cooking! yummy and delicious NASI MINYAK! YUM YUM! it was a great time. i met my old friends whom i haven't seen in 5 years. chat with these guys, sharing the news, gossips and discussed about our future. come on guys.. we did great! just hope for the best and pray to ALLAH:) later on, we headed to the beach on such a short notice.. thanks to lyana! who caused a scene by jumping in shahiera's UNSER! dear friends.. it was a good time. do well in your studies. let us hope our relationsh...

where can i find it? surely it is no where to be found. i keep me involved in things that troubled me a lot. when will i escape? it's killing me! slowly, painfully and depressingly. i thought it will be great. revenge! the one thing that i had in mind at on time. and now, guilt overwhelmed me. i hurt an innocence soul. a soul that helped me to get through every pain i felt. a soul that never left me and keep me company even if i don't want to. oh how strong you are. how determine you were. thanks! u mean a lot to me. and to you, here's a song that perfectly suits you :)

omg!! it's like forever!!! ouh! it has been ages since the last time i updated my blog! ouh! 1001 apologies~~~~ been busy and hectic this couple of weeks.. lots of things had been going on and i have tons to tell! well, let's start with the good news! alhamdulillah i got an offer from UITM last 7 may 2011. that was great! i was haapy and so did my parents! thank god i can still futher my study in architecture.. what a relieve. i guess that's better than dentistry. i pictured it will be hard for me studying biology again when i don't really favour that subject. alhamdulillah! next! is about an amzing 5 days straight! starting from 4th may 2011. i get a visit from my two special friend who drove all the way from KOTA BHARU, Wan Husna and Syafiq Hakimi! because of their visit, i organised a slumber party at home inviting Lyana Afifi, Dybeck, Shafiq Kauzi and Alyaa Ainaa. we had steamboat and barbeque for dinner and watched Merong Mahawangsa. Later, we sneak o...