Alia's

Heyyyy. Due to today's event and i don't know probably some random tweets on twitter, i think i should get back to my loneliness life of blogging. Well yeah, it's super dusty cause no one ever ever reads it, barely post anything and cause i'm not an interesting person. Take note. Nothing interesting here. You may move on with your life. Today, 3rd of june marks my almost 4 months of internship! Wehoo. Wohoo! Yes it's fun! Much much mucho better than studio life. And yes i think it's because the fact that i'm working at my ayah's firm <-- super spoilt brat :3 But seriously, it's fun.  Oh and here i attached my favourite moment photo of climbing-the-roof-during-site-visit-in-the-rain :)

What am i doing? Being so freaking emotional over unnecessary things. I don't get myself. Contain yourself sister. You're messing with your own head. You did this to yourself. Retard. Stop this nonsense right at this second. Stop

Yes. I get you . Clear sign . I should stop . Good luck. You deserve it . I should stop being a kid . Grow up alia. Fact is a fact . And there's nothing i can do bout it. Reality hurts. But it's better if i accept it now. Now or never. Be strong dearself. I need my girls. You guys are so far away from me ..... (/´Д｀)/

5 am and i'm up. This is a rare situation as starting this semester i always end up waking up at 8 am. Just few minutes before work. And considering it's weekend this is a moment to celebrate Ye━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━s!! Okay lameeee~~~ *sigh* Tak habis habis mengeluh . I should stop worrying and start living . Why should i waste my time thinking of it ..? Right? Right? Yeah. Typical and alia her sudden depression . Same old same old.

Oh come on. I can sense depression kicking in . Refuse to do my work tonight. Although i did talk myself out into doing em tonight. TONIGHT! You have plans tomorrow. Class at night and we have to freaking submit it on sunday !! It's all because of that. *sigh* Alia. Please... You have to control yourself. Stop acting like a freaking child. You're an adult now. This shouldn't be bothering you. Grow up man . Be a lady. Ignore every disturbance. You have a goal. Achieve it man. Stop being such a cry baby. You're way way way way better than this ! If it's meant to be. It's meant to be .... (´･ω･`)

i'm in love. yup. very much . i'm in love with the present. everything seems well. i'm happy, you're happy and everyone is. i'm having fun. enjoying your company like never before. we talked. we laughed. we jokes around. i never expected it but yeah. it happen. you are nothing like i thought you were. you're better. you're the other version of me. the man version. you like the same things that i like. you do the same things that i do. i wish for nothing more. BUT.... i have this thing about happiness. they don't usually last long and it scares me. scared. indeed i am. scared of what's gonna come. how my life might end and what the future might bring. "suka-suka membawa duka" the phrase me and my girls use whenever we laugh  too much or when we were on top of the world. i don't know.. probably helps to get us back to reality. ahh reality. mood kill. am refusing the fact that i do realise that you have no intere...

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.  well someone is on their good mood.  :D today was like the best working day ever!  and and and i finally knew how to use my macro lense! wohoooo! yay me! with the boss away after lunch i pretty much been playing around with this lens . hehe. sorry ayah.  come on, look at how pretty the photo turns out to be.  the mosquito, the leaf and my own pants. look at that meticulous texture shown on the second picture. oh i'm in love. sadly can't post all of this on my instagram :( sort of have this rule of not more that 2 pictures per day. cause i don't wanna trouble my followers to like all my photos. ahaa. lame.  bye for now, i have to attend my miserable-love-sick-thingy . huhhh